This is my Floor, This is my Crown!
It was in December 17, 2005 when I took my first step into a stage, in front of a huge crowd. Everything was new and even the experience was new. I used to perform but only in dancing. I did not even think in my dreams that someday I can be one of the beauty contestants where crowd roared in upheaval. It was my first time to join a beauty and brain contest and yes it was a thrill feeling. I always wonder what will I do and on how will people look at me. I was just so thankful because I have a guardian (MOMMY) who was so supportive who sticks with me to aim for the crown. There were times where I cried during the rehearsals due to my fears, however, Mom became an inspiration for me to succeed. The final night came and the show began, everyone was on their heels and each of us wanted to grab the crown, luckily, the floor became mine and I had it all. I thought that would be my first and final experience, but a couple of months later, I was again chosen to represent our Education Department. It was another challenge, and again, i took the fight. We were 9 then, and I was in the last number, luckily, the crown was mine again.
Years passed by, I became too busy with my college degree where I even got no chance for my passion; dancing. I thought, the last pageant would really be the last, but it was not. I was chosen again to represent our class for another contest along with my 2 classmates who were also on the same floor with
me. We took the fight with other contestants, and we became victorious once more, and I grabbed the crown again. From then on, I was then became sure that it will be the last time for me to take the floor. We graduated our bachelors degree and luckily i was able to land a job a year ago.
There were really times where I missed being in the stage. I miss the fun and the challenge being in front of the crowd. However, there were lots of changes that had happened and that includes my “body figure”, and which is a big LOL! I just closed my mind, that the last crown is the last one. However, chance
s became so naughty when another contest came my way. We were in an English Workshop and one of the best part of the affair was the fun night. I was chosen by my co-teachers, and I really don’t know if they were serious or fooling me. As expected, I joined the contest again with my contest partner for the male category. We had made it. I took the floor thinking it would be my last exposure, and thank GOD, it was all worth it. With all those experiences that I had, there is just one thing that I always kept in mind; “WHEN YOU JOIN A CERTAIN COMPETITION, ALWAYS AIM FOR THE CROWN”, that was how MOMMY inspired me until know, that even though I no longer have a perfect vital statistics, I can still do my best.:) This is for you MOMMY!
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